Here we go again
With thoughts playing war throughout your head
So you push me away as if you don’t know me
Not understanding that when you push away it hurts
It’s been a while since you said “Hey Babe”

But it’s okay,
I know your thoughts can drive you insane
The shakiness in your heart
The heaviness in your lungs
This fists you hold
You’re a bomb waiting to explode
How many concussions do you need to understand that
I am here
But it’s always you who disappears
You’re so thermonuclear
You chose to stay locked on that computer
You feeling trapped in your dungeon
Leaving me to feel like everything we were is an illusion
Even though I know I am not the only one who wants a fusion
It it wrong for me to say that I miss you sending good morning kisses?
Cause it was the closest thing that I had that was breaking down our bridges
I fear you letting go
Forgetting the rose you fell upon
But I’ll be here refusing to say no
Because your candle still lights
And when it dims I try not to lose sight
Your diagnosis of mind games and word plays put you in a fright
But I am not scared
For you are
Beautiful.
Yet forgetful of that fact that
I can never let go
Stop holding yourself back
You’re more than what you are
And if I am the only one who believes
Then let it be
Because maybe that’s all we need
For you to soon believe
You’re intellectually incredible
I’m not rushing for you to let me into your heart
Time for us is in-existence
It doesn’t matter of the distance
All that’s needed is persistence
So our almost can be an almost
But I need you to not let go
You’re still the only love I’ve ever want
But I want you to love you the way I do
Because everything is alluring
Our ups and downs leave me exploring
So much challenge
Filled with passions
But I still miss our virtual interactions
I’ll place some more wood in the fire
I just need you to make sure it sparks
But only if you desire
Take your time
Just please don’t put out the fire